dalam class...

kepenatan bersame assignment yg berlambak..

sem nie aq amik 6 subject skaligus...everyday der class...penat siot..da la tu, subject sumer killer2 semster nie..mncabar otak aq yg sedang lemau nie..huhhu...subject da banyak, sem panjang plak tu, berlambak lak assignment yg lecturer aq bg..to think positive, lecturer tu nak wake up kan otak aq yg tdo nie..huhuh..biar pndai skit..da baper mlm aq x ckup tdo mnyiapkan assignment yg x ptus2 mengfollow aq tnpe segan silunyer..settle 2, dpt lg 3, lom siap 3, dpt lg 1....fuyyooo...meleleh...kejang otak aq lau terus cmni, so aq wat kputusan tuk settlekan sumenyer before aq lik jb...sok aq akan settlekan assignmnt strategic management..pastu aq akan cuti seminggu tuk merehatkan segale2nyer...naik dr cuti, ader 2 presentation bkal ku lalui...cam serik pun ader blaja nie, tp biler pikir2 lik, jgn merungut dengan nie sumer, degree tu ler yg dpt tlong aq pd mase depan..(nak sedapkan ati..huhuhu)...susah2 dahulu, sok2 senang la....chow dulu...mau tido...

malam yang suram....

mlm nie aq berseorangan duk kat ruang tamu smbil mnyiapkan asgmnt2 yg berlmbak...dalam tatkala leka menyiapkan asgmnt, aq terase rindu kat seseorang yg jauh dimate..da lamer aq x jmper die..mungkinkah die juge merasekannyer...aq terleka mengingati dirinya....tatkala itu juga airmataku berguguran, mengape die tiade di sisi ini...mngape die tiada di sisi..kesuraman mlm watkan airmateku makin deras menuruni wajahku..maafkan aq kerane terlalu bnyk melukakanmu..ketike tidak bersamemu, barulah kusedari bahawa aq perlu kamu dlm hdupku...oh malam, smpaikan slam cintaku padanya..semoge kau tenang di kejauhan sane...aq terlalu mnyayangimu sehingga ke akhirnyer..

kini aq tenang............

aq yg sebelum nie terlalu banyak problem must solve it..but today i get my peaceful day in my life after i know i must follow d flow.. to sesaper yg terase, u can get him. u will..becoz i cant b like u..i cant give what he want. only u can give it to him..u can use his family to get him back. also your ehem to keep him to your hug.. just want to remind u, love cant be force. u will regret it..trust me.. from d wrong way u get him, u will get wrong result to your life. i dont care how much u hate me, now, i get my freedom.. now,i just follow my fate..follow d flow..

now, iam in sem 6.. i also get my freedom from fetters of study next sem..just left 1 subject to done it. after dis, i will enter d new world of my life..i will be what i want to be..thats my determination now. i dont want mix my love crisis with my future life determination...

i miss my family..i miss my jb home.. now, im realize how much my parent love me.. although i thought my parent neglect me but i still can feel dat my parent always give me some support to thread all of obstacle in my life.. i love u mom and dad..i will make u proud and be d happiest parent in da world... muahx..